Repentance and Response.

I met a man as I climbed the steps to ride the city transit. He happened to be the driver. He asked if I were a Christian? I answered that I was a believer. (For some reason, since giving my heart to the Lord, I have steered away from accepting such a label.) He said he noticed I had my Bible so he knew I must be a Christian.

Since he was talking, I decided to set immediately across from him. He asked if I had heard of a particular minister that conducted meetings under a tent? I answered that I had heard of him. He began  to tell me that he worked for that ministry for a while and was part of the team to set up the tents. He told me that after some time he left that job and began driving the bus. He said he picked up a bad habit of smoking and asked if I would remember to pray that he would stop this habit when I said my prayers that evening? I got off the bus and went about my daily affairs.

That night I remember showering late and praying before going to sleep. I remember having to get up approximately at 530 am. I was in the U.S. Army and despite our turn in time we were ordered out of bed by a unit sergeant on time every week day. Sometimes I was awakened as soon as his feet touched the barracks floor. He knew I had been out late. The lights were turned out by him nightly and he would see who was not in bed yet.

I spent much of my free time at the base Chapel and would catch the last bus back to the barracks at 10 pm. Many nights I walked into a quite barracks or to the sound of sleeping snoring soldiers. The only light was coming from the latrine at the other end of the barracks. I’d open my locker, slip out my towel and toiletries and a pair of shorts and the government issue olive T-shirt. I’d wash off the activities of the day before approaching my King on my knees at my bedside.

In the shower, I’d only thought of the worship service with the Lord that bought closure on every day. I was always reminding Him how much I wanted to be included in His plans and felt so insignificant in the army.

A few days later I got on the bus and the same driver was there again. He spoke up. “You must have prayed for me the other day, because I haven’t smoked since.” I did not answer except to smile at him.

Action Christian Soldier, Chick-Fil-A Now

As I walked out of the local post office and saw a worker from Chick-Fil-A go in, I turned and asked her how was business. She responded that she was glad to get a break due to the cars surrounding the store at the mall. She stated you could not see the store. I had planned to visit and seeing the uniform gave me a good reminder. When I approached the mall location I had to decide if I was going to join the line of cars stretching around and down the main road or to find a parking space several rows out from the store. Altho the temp  registered 110 degrees on my car dash, it looked as though many believers were not detained by the heat and had gotten the word to show their appreciation to the food chain for making its stand on the gay issues. I got in the 20 minute wait line and within a short while was offered a cup of water by one of the employees. Ahead of me was a woman who engaged in conversation with me and another woman with her youths who also told of her family trip to the St Vincent Island to work on some ministry housing and her preteen daughter was passing their water and scraping paint from the project. Well done and hats off to the Chick-Fil-A company. Where a family can yet get a full meal and good service and wholesome conversation among strangers. Well, I was also approached by someone who I hadn’t seen in years and renewed that connection. I going back later. it was worth the drive and wait  and a great cup of refilled lemonade for suck a hot day. The folks at the table across from me had their sodas refilled. Also thanks to former Governor of Arkansas, Mike Huckabee For making the suggestion.

Are there any Watchmen in the Tower?

I have not met personally any whistle blowers, however I know we have a Hornblower. I went to college on the G I Bill. After skipping a semester,  I received notice that I could be required to pay back some of the benefits. I tried to make it clear in letters written back and forth that no funds were used that were not part of my entitlements. The case was not cleared without a trip to state agency and  a person to person interview with a Mr. (And I kid you not.) Hornblower.

Another incident that a friend of mine faced was his audit of his taxes by the IRS. He had concerns due to the interview being conducted by a Mr. Domuch.

So I have been keeping an eye on the disaster that occurred last year in Japan. I have reports that the fallout is much larger than what took place at Chernobyl years ago. I wonder if there are any Watchmen out there who have reports? I need to concur some of my concerns that are being reported on you-tube. On the other hand I see possible a major change on the horizon.

COULD THIS BE “DISCERNING”?

I was planting  vegetables in my back yard on the other afternoon, when I remembered a minister who stayed in my home 30 years earlier less than a week. He ministered in my home church where I was associate minister and my wife served as secretary. We had some wonderful days together. He was planning a trip to Trinidad, West Indies also. Those few days were the only time we ever fellowshipped together.  I later sent him 100 Bibles in Spanish (I traveled 300 miles to a Chicago suburb for them.) to assist his work there. He later  returned to the states and settled in Florida.

I was sitting at my computer ten years ago searching the internet one day and noticed a conference he was having with a mutual friend. I thought to make contact and after some calls was finally able to connect with him.  We talked briefly, for he had forgotten.

Now he had come to mind again. I came into the house and washed my hands thinking if I called there would likely be no response. Besides if he had not remembered me before it would be useless to interrupt his day. I sat at my office desk and searched for his ministry website. I had forgotten much of the detail myself.  I was only interested in the history of his work and whether he had weathered the storms of life. I finally found a number and dialed to hear a recorded message. Than I got up and went into my kitchen to prepare something for dinner. As it was steaming I returned to my desk. As I set down a scene flashed before my mind as though this had happened before. I saw myself dialing this same brother and I saw him answering the phone. I almost ignored it until I realized this had not actually taken place. Than I was prompted to dial his number. I dialed with confidence that I would talk to him this time. When the person answered on the other end, although it was not him, I asked for him and he was called to the phone.We talked and he later asked how I got in touch with him explaining that he was not usually on site at that phone on that day of the week. We exchanged info and he offered to updated me later because he needed to get back to a meeting.

It had been 10 years and behind this brief visual I dialed the number available and he is summoned to take the call. Could this be an operation of the spiritual gift, “Discernment’?

Spring into this season with a bucket of water.

I awakened the other morning and again was reminded what the Lord had to said to me about being pure in heart. This week He has caused me to reevaluate some things in hind sight to understand where my heart’s at.He has reminded me that my decisions do affect others either positively or negatively.

I walked into Panera Bread and saw a brother that directs a ministry. He suggested we get a time to talk. So I stopped there and set down with him. He began to give me a business idea when I interrupted and mentioned that I had heard about his marriage falling apart and was sorry. He told me everyone one told him to move on so he was and went back into the spill on making some money.. I recognized that he was hurt but trying to overcome it digging into a new business thrust. He also told me one ministry friend called him up and told him off. There was more to the conversation, however my point is towards a pure heart.  We must get control of ourselves and stop this epidemic of marriage failings.

I was on a call that same day with another minister friend. He told me he was disappointed when I asked another minister friend to help him because he was traveling his way and having challenges. This friend thought I should not have made the request. I became alarmed. I reminded him that i would expect the same if he knew that I was traveling somewhere and he had friends there. (He had told me recently his marriage was falling apart.) i remembered something I had heard my grandfather (a Pastor) say many years ago. “People flock to fires, fights and funerals.” That was certainly true when we were young. I could remember doing that as a youngster many times. you would meet neighbors that you didn’t know you had at such events..

I thought for a moment and realized that a marriage in trouble is like a house on fire. Everyone should be willing to get a bucket and stop the flames. Today people are isolated and private. Even now the sirens draw fewer crowds than yesterday. Somehow there has been an insensitivity to the pure issues of family life. I have seen it in prayer meetings, also. Prayer is usually made for those outside the immediate group.There are very few personal requests. Many prayers are for unknown persons and situations. It’s like we are saying pledges so we can stay current with the group. What has happened to us?  Are we Okay?

I am believing for a team of workers who are willing to put their energy and talents and attention to this issue of Divorce. The community is on fire. We must all stop and grab a bucket.  I believe we can make a difference in the house of God and turn this flame away from the church. Its time to prepare a bride for the bridegroom for she will be perfected as he returns..

Jesus said, “Blessed are the Pure in heart for they shall see God.”  Immediately before He said that He talked about being merciful. It looks like his entire talk on the Mount was progressive from the lower steps to the upper levels. Looks like he was giving a picture message. He must have finished this message standing or leaping. For we do know He came down from the mountain when it was over.

It is spring and time to go up on our mountain. On the mountain you can see long distances. It seems that many have dwelt in the valleys too long. Many shadows are cast in the valleys. The winds are stronger in the valleys. The passage ways have prevented some from catching enough sun to survive.I remember a statement made several years ago, “This too will Pass.”

Lord I pray this season of valley crossings will lead us to green pastures and flowing waters so that those who have been hurt and picked apart will be strengthened to pick up again pails of refreshing  waters and return to mount the peaks with you joyfully restored and refreshed.

Off to the Men’s Breakfast Meeting

Last Saturday I awakened with an expectation to attend the Men’s gathering at a local church. Its a breakfast and meeting of thoughts and discussion. Usually it last for two hours. As I prepared to leave the house I was stirred in my spirit to give each in attendance a copy of a poem I wrote the week I was born again.. The week was Easter 1968 and I had been converted on Good Friday. So many stories had been told how Jesus was put to death and who was to be blamed. Jesus came to save all those seeking for truth..My poem asked a question to put the age old discussion in our generation,  “Are we Guilty Of His Blood?”

This would be politically incorrect in our day. We are to put guilt on no one and pass blame to no one. This would be a hate crime. It is interesting enough that I have had the privilege to work among children, adolescents and adults with behavior issues these past 20 years. Their feelings of anger, depression and frustrations are always discussed and owned as their own feelings. I have had the opportunity to do groups and express how I see feelings like the wind. The wind blows and it effects the condition of objects in its path but none of these things or persons can own the wind. We can attest to its presence and activity, however, we know it will pass.

Guilt is another emotion. It will show up like every other feeling. However, unlike the other feelings it is treated like the dry erase marker on a writing board. It is erased as soon as visible. Some of the stories I have heard from these clients.  Have made  me wonder if many of these lives would have peace if they could get relief from secrets leave guilt and shame that put themselves and others at risk and in harm’s way. Lack of ownership and forgiveness from past mistakes  appears to manifests in a cloudy mind on hold and in jeopardy. It appears that people are expected to be advanced because we use these new tech gadgets. As I study history it amazes me how people struggle and react the same except those who have seen Jesus. Have you seen Jesus? I remember what He said about the pure in heart. Do you remember that he said they would see God?

I had to type out the poem from an old handwritten copy than print copies. As a sign to share, I asked the Lord. ” How many copies would I need?” Sure enough. when I walked into the gathering and counted those in attendance, I had the exact number of copies. I offered them a copy. We spent an extra hour that morning in our gathering. At the close, all appeared to look refreshed and pleased.

Could This Be Where We Are?

After leaving a men’s Saturday morning Breakfast and Prayer gathering, I was reflecting on the discussion that surfaced after eating. A question was asked to initiate some activity. The question was did anyone have any scripture or thoughts that they wanted to share. a brother in his sixties told if reading the book of a young boys trip to heaven. he said one particular part of the account was that his dad waited some time afterwards and finally asked his son. Why did he think Jesus died on the Cross. Altho this boy had experienced his trip to Heaven at a younger age. He did have an answer for his dad. His answer may surprise you.

Before I tell you how he answered his dad, I want to share with you where we are as a people or nation in the earth. It has been noted that everyone is trying to get answers to three questions about their life. The questions are, “Who am I? Where did I come from? And where am I going?

Journal the Journey

My phone rang as I was sitting at the computer. I glanced at the time. It was 8:14 in the evening. The call came from one of the medical agencies that I do shift work for in the area hospitals or behavior residential units.Since my military days as a medic, I have had the privilege work in dozens of medical environments. What amazes me the most is how I had asked the Lord as a child to be able to work in this type of environment when I grew up.

I remember visiting my mother, as a child, in the hospital  with an older sister. I looked at the attendants in their uniforms and imagined that these people were very skilled and privileged to assist the sick and dying. Mom died when I was 14 years old.

My training came as  advanced intentive medical training for combat medics and on the job placement in the Ireland Army Hospital at Fort Knox, Kentucky. I had no idea that I would fall back on these skills time and time again after the service. I have been privileged to work in pediatric, adolescent, adult, rehab and geriatric civilian units. My experiences have included service in emergency rooms and hospital morgues.

I answered the phone. (For several years now, I have chosen to work evenings and nights in this field.) I heard a voice on the other end  askingme to report ASAP (as soon as possible)  to the staffing office of a local hospital, if I were available. They would redirect me to the particular unit till 7:15 am. Unless I am away from home, it usually takes me an hour to show up.

That night, I would be directed to a regular unit to sit in a room with two female patients. One was confused and scheduled for tests. The other one had overdosedon pills and was suicidal . This represented the specturm of behavior health issues that are attended daily in the hospitals.  One of these women wanted to live and the other one wanted to die. The confused senior patient in her eighties wanted to go home and thought I was a relative answering her request. The younger woman in her mid twenties had just gone through a divorce and was also grieving the loss of her mother to cancer. She had dropped out of high school to take care of her mother and was an only child whosefather’s where abouts was unknown.

I relieved an attendant by getting a report of the situation. I greeted each of these women. (Although it was almost 10pm both were awake and watching as we exchanged information. My responsibility would be to monitor their vital signs, to encourage their resting and to answer other specific needs through the night.

In retrospect, I realized that those work environments have given me a wealth of interactions. There have been times when life or death stood in the balance of an encounter. Inspite of the field, if one is a clerk,  a teacher, a sanitation worker, a librarian, a plumber, a nurse, or etc. all of us have stories that have affected our lives.

These stories shape our identityof life. They move us to decisions of our own course of action. These stories are the practical messages in our daily lives that shape our attitudes about the culture. We develop an optimistic or pessimistic  view of life through these experiences. We all have volumes of books to write.

Do you journal? So many times we elevate people because we become aware of their story. We laugh and cry with them through their stories. You have a story, also. The people, events and ideas that touch your daily life make you what you become. This is your story. This is worth sharing. Do you journal? Sometimes you are helped and at other times you are hurt by these practical emotional circumstances.

I started writing a journal during my military experience. Afterwards, I slacked up and felt the pressure was off.

Now, I know all of life has pressure as a part of it. I have written from time to time since that journal. For several years I kept a calendar. The journal entry can discribe an observation of the writer. I have cried reading some of my early journal entries. The calendar reminded me of events but the journal reminded my of feelings..

We all have events. We all have emotions. Through these emotions we make decisions to shape our experience. Jesus commanded us to be Perfect. A journal can give you a counter to reveal how you respond to that charge.  I ask you, Why not? If you don’t do it.  Why not keep a journal? Your journey is a story that needs to be journaled. 

Independance Day 2011:Getting ready to fight; defend & protect.

scan0001.jpgAnother Another time, another day and another war. We did not know our value an young recruits. However the training and preparation assigned made us soldiers. Here is a snapshot of that time, 4 decades ago. Great-full Believers of Jesus Christ (Soldier in training) in a time of military action we did not choose. We were young, idealist, strong and full of promise. Is not that the way of all wars- pulling on the ablist?  At this time in our history we are encouraged from a scripture “…to be sober and vigilantbecause…”    Remember the sacrifices made by another generation to get us here. Made we not give away what took such a price to make us free. By his own blood we have access into the Holy of Holiness because He tore down the wall that separated us. We are now made Sons (and Daughters) of God. Happy Independance Day.

Let us Celebrate, “Fathers Day”.

I had the privilege to pass out tracts at the San Francisco, California  Airport. A man sittng in the baggage return accepted one and suggested I give one to his kids. Shortly, desending from an escalator came two young adults. They walked over to greet this gentleman. However, I offered the tracts first and they accepted. I looked back in time to catch the smile on his face.

My imagination went wild. What was the message he had to share? What is happening in America? Who is in charge at home? Does dad get the respect that he deserves? Where is his wife? Does his wife  leadership. Is he being dragged down before his Kids? Is his home a prison? Does he  peaceable home? Who is in charge in his family?  Does he still have a family?  I had all these thoughts.

This Fathers Day it would do well to review the responsible of mothers to their husbands and children to their fathers. And fathers can take note that respect is not always deserved where it is not earned.

The term abuse has been attached to the fathers of this generation. Imaginations have gone wild. Its time to bring the mind under the authority of the father’s heart. The battle in the western world has been warming for sometime, now. The  movie industry has cashed in making by making dad a vilian.

Its time to bring back the voice and the presence of the father. When Gods people choose to humble themselves and seek His face and pray, He promises first to hear, than to forgive and to heal their land.

A picture of celebration is young men working with their dads. Another picture is sitting at meals together with dad at the head of the table. Another picture is honoring dads returning from work to the home. A big picture is holding on to dad leaving the House of Prayer. We all have dads or have had a father . Lets celebrate Fathers Day. To those who bare wounds from past hurts I pray that a spirit of forgiveness will remind you life is too short to hold on to them. Let them go and lets celebrate our dads who bought us into the world and or Father God who is preparing a better place for us. Happy Fathers Day to all the dads. Celebrate with me.