Off to the Men’s Breakfast Meeting

Last Saturday I awakened with an expectation to attend the Men’s gathering at a local church. Its a breakfast and meeting of thoughts and discussion. Usually it last for two hours. As I prepared to leave the house I was stirred in my spirit to give each in attendance a copy of a poem I wrote the week I was born again.. The week was Easter 1968 and I had been converted on Good Friday. So many stories had been told how Jesus was put to death and who was to be blamed. Jesus came to save all those seeking for truth..My poem asked a question to put the age old discussion in our generation,  “Are we Guilty Of His Blood?”

This would be politically incorrect in our day. We are to put guilt on no one and pass blame to no one. This would be a hate crime. It is interesting enough that I have had the privilege to work among children, adolescents and adults with behavior issues these past 20 years. Their feelings of anger, depression and frustrations are always discussed and owned as their own feelings. I have had the opportunity to do groups and express how I see feelings like the wind. The wind blows and it effects the condition of objects in its path but none of these things or persons can own the wind. We can attest to its presence and activity, however, we know it will pass.

Guilt is another emotion. It will show up like every other feeling. However, unlike the other feelings it is treated like the dry erase marker on a writing board. It is erased as soon as visible. Some of the stories I have heard from these clients.  Have made  me wonder if many of these lives would have peace if they could get relief from secrets leave guilt and shame that put themselves and others at risk and in harm’s way. Lack of ownership and forgiveness from past mistakes  appears to manifests in a cloudy mind on hold and in jeopardy. It appears that people are expected to be advanced because we use these new tech gadgets. As I study history it amazes me how people struggle and react the same except those who have seen Jesus. Have you seen Jesus? I remember what He said about the pure in heart. Do you remember that he said they would see God?

I had to type out the poem from an old handwritten copy than print copies. As a sign to share, I asked the Lord. ” How many copies would I need?” Sure enough. when I walked into the gathering and counted those in attendance, I had the exact number of copies. I offered them a copy. We spent an extra hour that morning in our gathering. At the close, all appeared to look refreshed and pleased.

Independance Day 2011:Getting ready to fight; defend & protect.

scan0001.jpgAnother Another time, another day and another war. We did not know our value an young recruits. However the training and preparation assigned made us soldiers. Here is a snapshot of that time, 4 decades ago. Great-full Believers of Jesus Christ (Soldier in training) in a time of military action we did not choose. We were young, idealist, strong and full of promise. Is not that the way of all wars- pulling on the ablist?  At this time in our history we are encouraged from a scripture “…to be sober and vigilantbecause…”    Remember the sacrifices made by another generation to get us here. Made we not give away what took such a price to make us free. By his own blood we have access into the Holy of Holiness because He tore down the wall that separated us. We are now made Sons (and Daughters) of God. Happy Independance Day.

Let us Celebrate, “Fathers Day”.

I had the privilege to pass out tracts at the San Francisco, California  Airport. A man sittng in the baggage return accepted one and suggested I give one to his kids. Shortly, desending from an escalator came two young adults. They walked over to greet this gentleman. However, I offered the tracts first and they accepted. I looked back in time to catch the smile on his face.

My imagination went wild. What was the message he had to share? What is happening in America? Who is in charge at home? Does dad get the respect that he deserves? Where is his wife? Does his wife  leadership. Is he being dragged down before his Kids? Is his home a prison? Does he  peaceable home? Who is in charge in his family?  Does he still have a family?  I had all these thoughts.

This Fathers Day it would do well to review the responsible of mothers to their husbands and children to their fathers. And fathers can take note that respect is not always deserved where it is not earned.

The term abuse has been attached to the fathers of this generation. Imaginations have gone wild. Its time to bring the mind under the authority of the father’s heart. The battle in the western world has been warming for sometime, now. The  movie industry has cashed in making by making dad a vilian.

Its time to bring back the voice and the presence of the father. When Gods people choose to humble themselves and seek His face and pray, He promises first to hear, than to forgive and to heal their land.

A picture of celebration is young men working with their dads. Another picture is sitting at meals together with dad at the head of the table. Another picture is honoring dads returning from work to the home. A big picture is holding on to dad leaving the House of Prayer. We all have dads or have had a father . Lets celebrate Fathers Day. To those who bare wounds from past hurts I pray that a spirit of forgiveness will remind you life is too short to hold on to them. Let them go and lets celebrate our dads who bought us into the world and or Father God who is preparing a better place for us. Happy Fathers Day to all the dads. Celebrate with me.

Knitworking in the Kingdom, Happy New Year

I  telephoned a friend the other morning. Someone answered and  I was told that my friend was away. I thanked the person and started to hang up when I remembered my friend told me of a guest visiting his home from overseas.  We talked of his invitation for a Conferance.  He shared plans to take a bus for an engagement near Oklahoma City on Sunday(if necessary). I was prompted to offer transportation if he did not get someone to drive him. (Many of the international visitors are not licensed to drive in America.) I told him I would meet him on Friday and we could work out any details..

After attending early morning prayer (6 to 7am) on Friday, I thought to call and set up the visit. After a 2 hour visit with  this minister, I again offered to drive him . From the discussion, I thought it was near Oklahoma City (100 miles from Tulsa). He was pleased and promised to cover the expenses he would have paid riding the bus. I left him cheerful and secured a rental car and “Googled” a map.  I suggested we could make the trip in one and a half hours each way and return before evening services. We would catch the first guest speaker.

To my surprise, as I looked up the  route on a map it was beyond Oklahoma City by as much as two and one half hours of travel time(approximately two hundred and seventy five miles).  I had given my word. I called to tell him of the differance. He told me the host was offering us a night of accommodations. By keeping my word, we met Saturday and started out. A short ways out of Tulsa it began to rain. Our trip took us through some very heavy August rain throughout that trip and we arrived about five hours later. (Our stop was a rural town barely on thr map about 50 miles from the Texas panhandle in Southwestern Oklahoma).

It was already dinner time so we called our host and were given direction to the motel. We checked in at the only motel in town and ate dinner across the parking lot from the motel.  Afterwards, it was dark. But,we decided to scout around and look for the church where he would be ministering the next morning. After passing by it several times, we drove to a location again and stopped and noticed a church cornerstone near the edge of this walkway.
That cornerstone had the markings that identified this particular corner for a church.  WE LOOKED AROUND IN THE NIGHT. The church stood in the background of this grassy lot. There was a building that was a little more than a converted business. I thought this must be the offices and the church could be at another location. I knew that we would find out more about it in the morning. 

So we returned to our room at the motor inn and thanked the Lord for a safe trip. We talked little as our minds were turned towards  the next days adventure. And I thought of the miles to return home. i could not begin to imagine what was circulating in his mind.

   I awakened earlier than we had planned. I could hear my friend praying. I glanced over at the direction of his bed. it was made and he walked the floor and interceeded for the town and ministry in this place. I read some scripture and prayed before getting  a shower. I dressed and was off too breakfast. We had promised the manager we would return at 7am.

With another hour before leaving for that spot to church so we returned to the room. I suggested we prepare ourselves by packing  the car with our things. Also a TV in the room allowed us to watch for weather reports. We heard of heavy flooding on the roads we had travelled while we sat and ate breakfast. The downpour had caused flooding and some of the roads were closed where we were expecting to travel. This meant I would have to search for another path.

At church,(That cornerstone marked the spot well.) we met with less than a dozen members of this family church. ( I was reminded of my grandfather’s church back in my hometown.) The Pastor had come over from the Pan handle of Texas, where he lived with his own family.  The missionary ministered as though there were hundreds in this rural congregation. It was his first trip to America. This Pastor had visited him in his country with a team of ministers and extended a welcome to his pulpit. We were offered dinner after the service and accepted. The only other place in town to eat was a Pizza parlor. We went with hungry stomachs. The people were friendly and sincere. We talked of the Lord as we filled ourselves on pizza and salad. After our goodbyes we left knowing it would be a fight finding our way through the flooding that had occurred.

Upon our return to Tulsa, I was glad that I had not allowed this brother to experience that trip alone. Also memories came across my mind of the churches I had visited through the years far from home with my wife and children. Some we were not given a place to stay over or a meal before returning hundreds of miles back home. Sometimes I had to dig deep in my pockets to come up with the cash to hold us over and keep my wife from being discouraged.

I realize that we are to live by F A I T H.  However those who request your ministry aren’t they expected to be responsible to show hospitality and appreciation. The just do walk by faith. It often is the town traveler who pays the price at rural churches feeding the flock.

Its a new year. We have come to a threshing place in the family of God. The church looks a lot like the world. The world is lifting its banners that there is no God, no Heaven or Hell. It appears that Christianity is becoming outlawed in America. Those things that can be shaken are being shakened. I hear a ringing in my ears that unless we strengthen our relationships, “No F L E S H  will be saved,” Jesus said. Knowledge has increased. The services are so polished in some church houses. I remember that Satan was the Angel that bought music and beauty to the throne of God. I hope we don’t lose the reason for our being here. I hope you are preparing yourself for the “Marriage Supper of The Lamb.”  HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Dont forget the hurting people.

Saturday after attending morning Mens prayer group I stopped by the local Bagel shop to meet with some of the men. After a talk with one brother I prepared to leave. I had eaten a bagel and needed to discard the dish. As I approached a counter to separate what I had on the dish a napkin was on the floor. I reached down picked it up to throw it away. The trash was not in sight. A lady noticed what I had done so offered to assist me. I thought it was a kind gesture of her and said, “Thanks, I can do it.” I looked up at her and thought she must be a believer to have offered  help. I was trying to get adjusted. ( I must have had things in both hands as I reflect back or a lot on my mind.) However, I responded with,  “You must be a believer for offering  to help me. She frowned and said, ” I have had this burden on my mind and I just knew I needed to come here today.” Than I asked, “Can I pray with you?” She agreed and I asked if she would sit with me briefly at a table. Again she agreed and we went over and sat down. Than I shared about a musical event that evening before praying. She told me she had just lost her mother and was concerned about her Dad. She said that event may be what she needed  for him to encourage him. I described to her that the music was Southern Gospel, and Quartet style and many Seniors attended this monthly function.. She again thanked me and she was on her way.

We live in times that demand so much from us. The paton has been passed to us from the generation that moved us out of the industrial revolution. We have this information age. With many gadgets to communicate it sometimes appear we impart little. It is so important that we dont let the gadgets replace our humanity.

I have visited and worshiped in some churches where the music and the singers have replaced true worship. It has become a Hollow Sound. I have seen masses of people excited of what they are doing in the house and there is pain and sadness in their eyes. I have seen the minister ask for accolades of AMEN. I remember where the Lord told his disciples not to rejoyce that the devils weresubject to them. But to rejoyce that their names were written in Heaven. God forbid if we should miss the hour of his visitation. He spoke of a day when He would gather all the nations and separate them  on sides. Then pass out rewards. To those on the right. He would say, Come in thou good and faithful servant. For I was hungry and you feed me or in prison and you visited me. And they would answer Lord when did we do this? And He would respond for as much you did it to one of these you have done it unto me.  

Let me encourage you that believe. In the public square are many hurting people. It can be your pulpit for ministry. Lift up you eyes and listen. Reach outside the norm. He is waiting and watching. Why not you make every man or woman your sister or brother. We all were born to a family. May God Bless You.

As Sons Go Out for Life Experience

Well as many of you who have or who are raising sons of God may appreciate this brief word. I am seeing all my sons (3) go out from the nest area and engage in adventures to make their mark on their generation. My prayer is for their decisions and travels to be enriched with  the  sovereign  God and His Blessings for them. I hope this is your will for your sons and that they know this of you.

In the words of a poet and dedicated to these young men.

If you can keep your head when all about

Are losing theirs and blaming it on you;

If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you,

But make allowances for their doubting too;

If you can wait and not be tired of waiting,

Or, being lied about, don’t deal in lies,

Or, being hated, don’t give way to hating,

And you don’t look too good, nor talk too wise;

If you can dream-and not make dreams your master,

If you can think and not make thoughts your aim;

If you can meet with triumph and disaster

And treat those two imposters just the same;

If you can bear to hear the truth you”ve spoken

Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,

Or watch the things you gave your life to broken,

And stoop and build’em up with worn out tools;

If you can make one heap of all your winnings

And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss,

And lose, and start again at your beginnings

And never breathe a word about your loss;

If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew

To serve your turn long after they are gone,

And so hold on when there is nothing in you

Except the will which says to them: “Hold On”;

If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,

Or walk with kings-nor lose the common touch;

If neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you;

If all men count with you, but none too much;

If you can fill the unforgiving minute

With sixty seconds’ worth of distance run-

Yours is the Earth and everything that’s in it,

And-which is more-you’ll be a man, my Son         Rudyard Kipling

Missions

As our Lord commanded, our work should start at home and than spread to the outer perimeters. (Acts of Apostles 1) It is our intent to mentor individuals and fellowships into reaching their peers, community and world for Jesus. We want to be an active witness daily for our Lord.

In Little Rock, I finished attending a leader’s conference when I felt disappointed that we had not won anyone to the Lord. We decided to go out to dinner before returning to out homes. In the serving line, I was prompted to ask the cashier if he loved Jesus. His answer was yes and that he began to attend a local church recently. With that I asked him if he was born again and he answered that was why he was going to church to get himself together.

I asked him to look down the serving line before he answered the next question I was going to ask. I told him that those in line had come in with me so my question was not going to disturb them (seeing they were chatting and enjoying themselves already). After he noticed, I asked, “Do you want to be born again that day”. He answered, “Yes.” I asked him to hold my hand and repeat this prayer. “I believe in my heart that Jesus died and rose again for me. I ask him to forgive me of my sin and I confess him to be Lord of my life. I thank him for coming into my heart”. He repeated that prayer and smiled.

At that point I knew a snapshot was taken in heaven. He was accepted into the family of God. This is our first mission field. We are to reach into all the world; however we start as close to home as we can. Update: The whole mission of the Church (Every Believer) is to carry the Good News of the Gospel of Jesus Christ (The Son of God) into the whole wide world. (Acts of the Apostles 1:8)

Where are we going, Church? Ressurrection Week

I was aroused past midnight as I was about to go to sleep.  Suddenly, a thought came to mind.  Nothing out of the ordinary had occured to me or any of my acquiantances. A thought surfaced in my mine that I could not shake.  It was a question  as clear as if a voice was speaking. “Are you ashamed of Me?”
Why this? It was bedtime. What’s going on here? My wife lay asleep at my side and i am being troubled by this thought.  So I got out of bed and put on my pants and went downstairs to my computer. I was compelled to find out what was going on in my head. I sat there a moment and a thought came to me out of the scriptures. It was the from the readings of Isaiah 53rd. I got out my Bible and began to read.

 ” …He was despised and rejected of men: a man of sorrow and acquainted with grief and we hid as it were our faces from him. Surely he hath borne our griefs and carried our sorrows yet we did esteem him stricken, smitten of God and afflicted. But he was wounded for our transgressions and bruised for our iniquities; the chastisement of our peace was upon him and with his stripes we are healed. All we like sheep have gone astray; we have turned everyone to his own way and the Lord hath laid on him the iniquity of us all.”( Isa.53:3-6 KJV)

 Again, are you ashamed of Jesus? If ashamed of him will he not be ashamed of me before his father and the holy angels? (I had recently committed to a series of trips to my hometown to gather a group of churches to celebrate Jesus. I had already began to get some feedback and support.) If I were ashamed than what  was the attention for these trips. If I am ashamed of him than also would i not be guilty of the blood that was shed to make me free?  I am sitting in my chair and my attention is here. There is a reason that this question has been directed to me. So I open up my consciousness and what the Lord to speak to me. My request is to be shown the iniquity in my heart that I may direct my way before Him? I am directed to another passage of scripture.

its in  Old Testiment where the Lord God was speaking to King Solomon I read, “If I shut up heaven that there be no rain, or if I command the locusts to devour the land, or if Isend pesilence among my people; If my people, which are called by my name shall humble themselves, and pray, and seek my face and turn from their wicked ways; then I will hear from heaven and will forgive their sin, and will heal the land.” IIChronicles 7:13-14 KJV)

Here are verses that reflex calamity and attacks and distresses on mankind in the earth. Even so the Lord promises to deliver when man humbles himself to God. this message is preached regularly in churches.

My attention was redirected to an occasion in the New Testament where the Lord Jesus was with the disciples and I began reading. 27 “And Jesus went on with his disciples into the villiages of Caesarea Philippi:  and on the way He asked his disciples, ‘Who do people say that I am? 28  And they answered [Him], John the Baptist; and others [say] Elijah; but others, one of the prophets. 29 And He asked them, But who do you yourselves say that I am? Peter replied to him, you are the Christ (the Messiah, the Anointed One). 30 And he charged them sharply to tell no one about Him. 31 And he began to teach them that the Son of Man must of necessity suffer many things and be tested and disapproved and rejected by the elders, and the chief priest and the scribes, and be put to death, and after three days rise again [from death]. 32 And he said this freely (frankly, plainly, and explicitly, making it unmistakable). And Peter took Him by the hand and led Him aside and then [facing Him] began to rebuke Him. 33 But turning around [His back to Peter] and seeing his disciples, he rebuked Peter, saying , get behind Me, Satan! For you do not have a mind intent on promoting what God wills, but what pleases men [you are not on God’s side, but that of men]. 34 And Jesus called [to Him] the throng with his disciples and said to them, if anyone intends to come after me, let him deny himself [forget, ignor, disown, and lose sight of himself and his own interests] and take up his cross, and [joining Me as a disciple and siding with My party] follow with me [continually, cleaving steadfastly to Me]. 35 For whosoever wants to save his [higher, spiritual, eternal] life, will lose it [the lower, natural, temporal life which is lived only on earth] for My sake and the gospel’s will save it [his higher, spiritual, life in the kingdom of God]. 36 For what does it profit a man to gain the whole world, and forfiet his life [in the eternal kingdom of God]? 37 For what can a man give as an exchange ( a compensation, a ransom, in return) for his [blessed] life[ in the eternal kingdom of God]? 38 For whosoever is  ashamed [here and now] of me and My words in this adulterous (unfaithful) and [preeminently] sinful generation, of him will the Son of Man also be asHAMED WHEN HE COMES IN THE GLORY  (splendor and majesty) OF HIS FATHER WITH THE HOLY ANGELS.  9:1 And Jesus said to them, truly and solemnly I say to you, there are some standing here who will in no way taste death before they see the kingdom of God come in [its] power.(Mark 8:27-9:1 AMP)  

I am sitting there in my chair at the computer and I feel the holy presence engulf me. I began to experience leaves of years of tradition fall off. My mind is racing and my body feels so useless as I realize something is happening in the spirit that irritates Sovereign God. I decide i what to be a part of what ever is happening. i have seen the masses as sheep without a shepherd but pressing their way to the large churches to here form the one who is being exhausted as a voice for the hour. I have watched them gather from far countries to our conventions, and to attend our bible schools, and go out powerless but with a plan.I see the afflicted come and go away sick and yet believing that some day God will fix them.  I sat there in my seat and the spirit is speaking to me and asking, “ARE YOU ASHAMED OF ME”? 

. When this stirring came the Lord must have known that the tempter was coming. So I am examining myself and I ask you this same question.? Are you ashamed of Jesus? I what to tell you what he told me later. Are you interested?       Happy Easter!

Part I  (To be continued)